this is an archive of consciousness, memory, grief, desire, language, the body, art, and the things that become unbearable once they are known too closely.

it is interested in the distance between the self and its own experience, between one person and the model another person carries of them, between what is remembered and what actually happened.

it is the study of proximity and its consequences: how knowing creates attachment, how attachment creates absence, and how every attempt to understand something intimately leaves behind a version of it that can never be the thing itself.